I am stuck grieving my friend. She passed in March. I hadn’t been in contact with her for a year before she took her own life because she went to college and I was in still in high school. It has only been two months but I can’t help feeling even her closest friends are taking this better than me. I think about her literally every day. We weren’t even very close, but she made such an effort to include me in an old friend group, in a way that really shaped my life. I want her to see her, obviously I can’t