this is bullshit
I messed up that exam.
In retrospect, i should have known that answer... Now that i think of it, there are many answers to many issues that i only discover afterwards ; now i want to disappear into the cracked pavement and reincarnate as the weeds that flourish there.
Its fascinating, in a way. I rarely feel very much, of anything, yet the shake in my hands is only just barely hidden under my winter clothing.